well , i know i havent been blogging in about AGESSS .
so let's see , the school term finished onnnn , the 8th of April, wow, it HAS been a while.
really needing to start/finish some assignments,
i've gotttttt:
- study for my 2 unit math test and the ext math test , (how very awesome!.. )
- geography assignment
- history assignment which is almost done finally :D
- food tech restaurant review, i wouldn't really want to go with my parents, i wanna go with my friendss, but i'd doubt i'd honestly be allowed to
- science assignment
the rest i've done. most of them is a MUST to finish this week, except for the review,
i feel like i'm gonna stress heaps,
i dont know if i can handle year 11+12
i mean, year 10 is spose to be simple, it's not even the end of high school , and i feel as if i'm struggling so much.
I have this gut feeling that i wont be able to get a good UAI by year 12

i struggle so much in everything now,
i DO try, i just dont succeed.
SUCCEED: to accomplish what is attempted or intended.
what have i really succeeded in life in general?
Yesterday i was talking to pedarh about acheiving this goal i have.
the goal is : To change a person for the better.
i really believed if i put my mind into it, it is possible.
Something i could possibly succeed (:
and he told me, i had.
i'd changed him in some way
not knowing how but for the best
i guess thats good and and awesome :D

19th April, `09
EASTER SHOW WAS AWESOMEEE ,
spent the night with pedarh,
lovely pedarh ,
awesome time in the ferris wheel :) (L)
such a corny couple in there ,
hehe ;D but we're awesomee ,

i miss him dearly and probably wont be able to see him till sunday of next week :(
thats in another 13 days including today :(
i miss him so much.
I Love You Pedarh <3


;; Jenn.