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Did you know that, I really love you?

Nothing has stopped me.

Family, friends, anyone in this whole world.

But, you know it right?

I am trying my best, to make you happy

and do with what all i have to make you happy.

Make you giggle and smile unforcefully,

Joke and laugh and enjoy the life you've got.

Lucky or unlucky with me, that's your decision to make for yourself.

I'm here and I always will be.

The love has grown. I can't hate you, EVER,

i love you way too much.

Im just, not sure about a few things.

I'm not sure whether you know it, and REALLY know it.

I'm not sure whether you want it like that.

I'm not sure whether you'd want ME to be in your life.

I'm not sure whether i change anything for you.

There are soo many things, it's just.

If i say that, maybe it means i dont trust you, but

i do. i trust you wont hurt me

i trust you'll love me with all your heart

i trust you in everything.

i dont know, i'm strange :)

You dont know how many times i'd cry over you.

how much the jealousy would build inside of me.

I'm scared, and I'm afraid.

To someone else, you may not be the best guy,

I've fallen in love with the best guy imaginable.

But, i'm scared to lose him to someone else.

i'm afraid that there is someone out there, better than me

and, better for you.

perfection is really out there somewhere.

Real perfection where they'll like exactly the same things you like.

They know exactly what youre talking about.

I'm trying, I really am, i don't know if i'm there yet.

I want you to understand that i'm here if you need me.

you can tell me anything you like

ANYTHINGG that can possibly happen.

If somethings wrong, i wanna try help you feel better

i want to make you feel like,

there are no more worries

everything will be fine

and all those tough problems,

that's what i'm here for

we'll go through them together.

I don't get to see you often.

It's not that i dont want to.

I miss you SO SO SO SO much.

even minutes after youre gone, i miss you.

I love your presence.

Everything is always better when youre there.

You're what makes me so happy and joyful.

When you say "i love you",

i'll always give a stupid smile

Hehe, I point out how weird i am x)

But, I want to really try.

I want to try, be a better girlfriend.

With every single chance i have,

I want to be with you cos i know,

It'll all be worth it afterwards.

Everything you've done for me, i really appreciate it

I wish i could return the love

I really wish I could, cos all I can do at the moment,

Is, when possible, go see you for only a little while,

buy you things you like if i have enough money for it,

MSN, Phone at the times i know i can call, texting.

Yea, I want to be able to do more for you.

Sitting here, teary.

I can only think of you. You'll never leave my mind.

You'll never leave my heart.

I love you to the point that if you were to leave,

I'd completely lose it.

I'd probably be gone,

" Have you ever found the one youve dreamed of all your life? "

" Have you finally found the one youve given your heart to? "

" Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry? "

Yes. Pedarh. I miss him so much I cry.

" Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night? "

Yes. I need you Pedarh. I need you to wrap your arms around me cos without your warmth, it's so hard to sleep.

I will Always, Always, Always Love you Pedarh. With All My Heart.

DEARYOU.
You're here on JENN's page. Jenn, 16, Sydney, Female! Visit my youtube channel! RIGHT HERE!
Now, Enjoy what you see,
Maybe, you wont.
Wont matter too much, its not that fun anyways
Just, DO WHAT YOU LIKE :D

So, here will be pretty much a list of the things i want, and i'll cross off as i go :)
it may be actual thing things, or something i'd like to achieve, yea. something in that sense! got it? i think i do B1 ! :)

→ try sorbet, mango? strawberry? passionfruit?
→ ~~get my license~~
→ get a pair of those black striped undies that match my new bra - 11/07/2010 - $26.95
→ ~~a guitar 3/4-size so that it fits well with my tiny body :D i wanted to get the half but realised how small it would be x)~~
→ ~~a canon camera, the IXUS 130 IS looks pretty good :D the black one :) $296~~
→ a polaroid branded camera, not the old ones, but it prints out still nicely and all :) pogo something something :)
→ do quite well in year 11
→ go on an aeroplane :)
→ ~~domo bag at jay jays! :) 34.95 :(~~
→ domo jumper
→ i need more pictures to stick up on my wall. i want my new woah 2010 to have some good moments too, those moments must be captured!
→ another packet of glow in the dark stars :D
→ ~~justin bieber signed photo that i was winning until they took it down off ebay :( meanniees! i still like his music okayyy :$~~
→ ~~CLEAR UMBRELLA~~
→ MONSTERS INC! + in 2012, watch monsters inc 2
→ ~~case for my new camera~~
→ UP
→ cool fat shoes :D
→ learn to play guitar
→ ~~pretty bonds undies :D~~
→ rayban new wayfarer - BLACK AND "TORTOISE"
→ a hat collection, aka ALL THOSE LOVELLYY HATS AT PARRA. NEW ERA x3
→ vans, purple+black, ~~black+white~~, bright-ishblue+white, full black ones, full white ones
→ colourful adidas shoes x3
→ black 2.55 chanel lambskin quilted bag, the one with the silver chain, as well as the one with the gold chain :$
→ glow in the dark stars EVERYWHERE
~~i'll think of more later, BYE!~~