i understand,
i completely understand how you feel.
i can relate to you because , i may enjoy his company, i may be the happiest with him,
but without me, he can go further.
he could be in such a better place.
has he really chosen the right path? I really don't know.
imagine a future .. with me ..
you'll get to no where.
it'd be just a waste of your life.
but, i love you, and i can't let all of that confidence i have in us, that had completely been self-built, trying to be so positive about myself, go to waste.
for you, if you wish, i would. because you'd want that,
with what we've built up,
if i were to lose you, would shatter me into a million pieces with no way of putting myself back together.
just the thought of losing you makes me cry.
makes me wonder, what if it were to happen? will you be happier then? you probably would. i'd rather you go on without me and enjoy your life instead of having it been pulled back by me.
i couldnt drag you down with me, thats just mean.
the choice is really up to you.
i may try my best, but i dont think its good enough.
for you, its got to be way higher than what i am.
i wish i could be better.
i wish i could be the right one.
the one you won't forget cos of some unique thing i have.
its just, im not unique.
ive got nothing at all to offer you.