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Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 5:42 PM

sometimes it's difficult to tell you whats wrong because,
i dont want you to worry , i dont want you to completely set your life on only me.
i can only say it here, cos i dont think you could be able to see it
its only to vent out , i cant really do much just typing it , i know .
but oh well, all i wanted to say was that i'm scared right now .
i know we've been in a long relationship , but things DO change.
i KNOW there are much better people than i for you,
you said so yourself "even if there were better people, they wouldn't want me"
they WOULD want you , just as much as i do
but, they'll be better for you.
they'll be prettier, they'll be smarter, they'll ALWAYS be there for you right by your side, they'll visit you more often, they'd be perfect for you cos im not any of those things, or i cant do any of those things. it may not be directly my fault, but in general, it IS my fault.
i love you, i really do. but, i dont think im the right person.