sometimes it's difficult to tell you whats wrong because,
i dont want you to worry , i dont want you to completely set your life on only me.
i can only say it here, cos i dont think you could be able to see it
its only to vent out , i cant really do much just typing it , i know .
but oh well, all i wanted to say was that i'm scared right now .
i know we've been in a long relationship , but things DO change.
i KNOW there are much better people than i for you,
you said so yourself "even if there were better people, they wouldn't want me"
they WOULD want you , just as much as i do
but, they'll be better for you.
they'll be prettier, they'll be smarter, they'll ALWAYS be there for you right by your side, they'll visit you more often, they'd be perfect for you cos im not any of those things, or i cant do any of those things. it may not be directly my fault, but in general, it IS my fault.
i love you, i really do. but, i dont think im the right person.
DEARYOU.
You're here on JENN's page. Jenn, 16, Sydney, Female! Visit my youtube channel!
RIGHT HERE!
Now, Enjoy what you see,
Maybe, you wont.
Wont matter too much, its not that fun anyways
Just, DO WHAT YOU LIKE :D
So, here will be pretty much a list of the things i want, and i'll cross off as i go :)
it may be actual thing things, or something i'd like to achieve, yea. something in that sense! got it? i think i do B1 ! :)
→ try sorbet, mango? strawberry? passionfruit?
→ get my license
→ get a pair of those black striped undies that match my new bra - 11/07/2010 - $26.95
→ a guitar 3/4-size so that it fits well with my tiny body :D i wanted to get the half but realised how small it would be x)
→ a canon camera, the IXUS 130 IS looks pretty good :D the black one :) $296
→ a polaroid branded camera, not the old ones, but it prints out still nicely and all :) pogo something something :)
→ do quite well in year 11
→ go on an aeroplane :)
→ domo bag at jay jays! :) 34.95 :(
→ domo jumper
→ i need more pictures to stick up on my wall. i want my new woah 2010 to have some good moments too, those moments must be captured!
→ another packet of glow in the dark stars :D
→ justin bieber signed photo that i was winning until they took it down off ebay :( meanniees! i still like his music okayyy :$
→ CLEAR UMBRELLA
→ MONSTERS INC! + in 2012, watch monsters inc 2
→ case for my new camera
→ UP
→ cool fat shoes :D
→ learn to play guitar
→ pretty bonds undies :D
→ rayban new wayfarer - BLACK AND "TORTOISE"
→ a hat collection, aka ALL THOSE LOVELLYY HATS AT PARRA. NEW ERA x3
→ vans, purple+black, black+white, bright-ishblue+white, full black ones, full white ones
→ colourful adidas shoes x3
→ black 2.55 chanel lambskin quilted bag, the one with the silver chain, as well as the one with the gold chain :$
→ glow in the dark stars EVERYWHERE
i'll think of more later, BYE!
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