Good morrows,
I truly am sorry.
I feel really bad,
but now, we HAVE passed those painful memories.
We have renewed ourselves.
Well, from what I see and feel I can say,
we're trying to change, into ways that wont make both of us
annoyed, or frustrated.
we're trying.
and you know what?
you helped.
having to talk to you everyday about it,
it kept that string between me and pedarh,
i knew, you'd be able to tell me how pedarh would be feeling,
or how hes doing out there.
im not sure if you had done the same with me,
but to KNOW that he was so sad, it hurt.
it really hurt.
it shows i just cant move on.
as from the day we werent together, we were individuals trying to move on with our lives.
looking back at those memories were painful, being without each other.
each and every favourable moment we had, i tried to hate it, i tried to forget.
time heals a broken heart
but with more than a year and a half , memories fill so quickly.
you see those people who dont stay together long, but dont move on so quickly, are just the same.
that's TRUE LOVE. but i guess eventually requited love.
you've made me realise so much,
and i know, you had encouraged me with jeffrey a lot ,
and long distance IS a hard thing ,
i've gone through it before,
i hadnt lasted very long. i can't handle it, you know?
well thats besides the point.

either way, angie, you have helped me a lot.
not only for this break-up part,
but just dealing with whatevers going through my mind, through life.
i've never really got to say a proper thanks.

so angie, thank you heaps :)
i do appreciate it :)
and, i'm sorry.

Jenn, xx