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uhh.

Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 2:29 PM

i feel so heartbroken for you.
ive had those endless nights of just crying.
yes, i cant , well it wasnt even to me but, relationships do end differently.
i cant relate to exactly what had happened.
i hadn't been there with all your umm home seeings and outings,
but i know hurt.
i know that jealousy. A LOT of that :X.
i know what you had been feeling through those times, waiting for him.
that, i was there for.
those times waiting for him to finish orchestra, and waiting for him to get home.
i feel that guilt of not beeing able to be there for him.
not being able to go out.
all the time.
no matter, i know i can't change that, not at the moment.
even after that reassurance. its just there.
i had that too.
" as long as we have each other "
HAHAHA, sure thing bro.
yea, i understand, it's hard.
if you say it, mean it cos
when its the beginning. youre not there. youre not in the deep pit.
now, its hard to get out. when theyre gone.

im not in the mood anymore.
and i dont know what my homework is. bleh.