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Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 11:12 PM

just dont give a fuck and hate me.
i knew id always be like this
you did too, im sure .
living life with me aint worthwhile.
its been said, i AM the inconvenience.
i AM the horrible of the horrible
kick me out, not care, whatever you want.
im not that happy jumpy girl you always see.
there IS another side to me.
one of you'll disagree.
one of which you'll hate.
but it's me, and deal with it cos it'll be there a while if you see it or not.
if you dont want to, you dont have to.
just leave me alone then.
i dont fucking know where to start.
what im spose to do now. all i do is cry at night
its not doing anything but thats my emotions at night when im alone.
the true emotions i feel from the inside being expressed.
im not the greatest friend, im not the best girlfriend, im not a brilliant daughter, im not the awesome sister.
i know.

where do i begin to but my life together?