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the random thoughts that have popped out in my head. theyre all mixed up.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 12:37 PM

Yepp, what you see is what you get.
I'm a girl of mixed emotions.
One second i feel like this, or opinionate on this.
Have my strong points.
Two seconds later, i feel different.
But, that's how I am.
I barely ever have a sense of direction, technically, not literally. I dont think i get lost that quick.
I dont know who i am.
Where i stand.
Who i want to be.
What i want to be.
I'm a lost girl in her little world.
I feel so dependent on others, i think.
but. bleh bleh bleh. I dont know.
Sometimes i wish i was like her, or like her.
Even with encouragement, and support.
i still dont seem to accept myself for who i am.
who could accept me , if i dont even accept myself?

Ive got to get my act together.
no more lazing about.
Im sorry to those i annoy everyday,
with my negative speak and it's just who i am.
and what i really feel of myself.
I've gotta stop eating so much junk.
more fruits, more vegies.
more activeness.
more studying and concentrating.

i think i've gained during these holidays :(

i've got a shitload of homework to do.
and i'm starting it today
so hopefully i get it done by monday.

my legs are freezing right now.

okay, i shall continue. i'll be back with more random thoughts later :) (L)



Aunt's Wedding Cake. 10thApril2010.