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is it a sign ?

Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 10:30 PM

mmm.
what are these dreams ..
why are they here,
what do they want from me.
am i doing something wrong?
i usually do believe in these odd signs.
but now, i dont want to believe it.
it either means, it might happen,
or im doing something that will lead to what will happen.

tell me if im doing something wrong.
what i can do.
i'm scared.
anything could be going through your mind,
changing the scene you want to see,
changing the scene you want to live.

i feel so confused and lost right now, but arent i always ..
i feel pissed that i forgot to stupidly buy a freaking stupid ticket and missed that stupid train so i missed the other train.
im so stupid.

what of me makes you feel happy ?
well , you know what i mean.
i dont understand still .




i wish,


i wish,





for a lot of things.
but i know, it wont happen unless i do something about it.

Life's Complicated.