im sure you dont notice, every time im alone, i begin to cry,
every time i try to talk to someone, to help myself go through this, i begin to cry,
every time, i think of you, i begin to cry.
i try to put on my strongest smile at school,
i dont want crowding around,
i dont want huddling,
i want to be left alone,
now, my face gets paler,
ive pretty much lost my appetite,
this road im on, that path ends, in not the state you want me to be in,
not anything close to what you hope for.
i just cant handle it,
i cant control the feelings im feeling,
but most of all,
i feel like,
i cant live any longer.
"i'm crazy for you"
"i couldn't say i dont love you cos i know how much it hurts"
"i could never leave you"
"one thing, at death we wont part"
"i will always love you"
ima go to bed to cry some more.
and think about if i should do what i plan to do,
im sorry if i do it, someone can replace me :) that's okay,
i love you.
DEARYOU.
You're here on JENN's page. Jenn, 16, Sydney, Female! Visit my youtube channel!
RIGHT HERE!
Now, Enjoy what you see,
Maybe, you wont.
Wont matter too much, its not that fun anyways
Just, DO WHAT YOU LIKE :D
So, here will be pretty much a list of the things i want, and i'll cross off as i go :)
it may be actual thing things, or something i'd like to achieve, yea. something in that sense! got it? i think i do B1 ! :)
→ try sorbet, mango? strawberry? passionfruit?
→ get my license
→ get a pair of those black striped undies that match my new bra - 11/07/2010 - $26.95
→ a guitar 3/4-size so that it fits well with my tiny body :D i wanted to get the half but realised how small it would be x)
→ a canon camera, the IXUS 130 IS looks pretty good :D the black one :) $296
→ a polaroid branded camera, not the old ones, but it prints out still nicely and all :) pogo something something :)
→ do quite well in year 11
→ go on an aeroplane :)
→ domo bag at jay jays! :) 34.95 :(
→ domo jumper
→ i need more pictures to stick up on my wall. i want my new woah 2010 to have some good moments too, those moments must be captured!
→ another packet of glow in the dark stars :D
→ justin bieber signed photo that i was winning until they took it down off ebay :( meanniees! i still like his music okayyy :$
→ CLEAR UMBRELLA
→ MONSTERS INC! + in 2012, watch monsters inc 2
→ case for my new camera
→ UP
→ cool fat shoes :D
→ learn to play guitar
→ pretty bonds undies :D
→ rayban new wayfarer - BLACK AND "TORTOISE"
→ a hat collection, aka ALL THOSE LOVELLYY HATS AT PARRA. NEW ERA x3
→ vans, purple+black, black+white, bright-ishblue+white, full black ones, full white ones
→ colourful adidas shoes x3
→ black 2.55 chanel lambskin quilted bag, the one with the silver chain, as well as the one with the gold chain :$
→ glow in the dark stars EVERYWHERE
i'll think of more later, BYE!
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