Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 11:01 PM
uts open day: 28/08/2010.
i wanna go, but it feels like, uts is too "low class" for the people at my school.
i strongly believe, its a fine school,
and even though the building looks all old, and what not, yea.
i wanna go.
but who to go with, is the question i have been contemplating in my mind, because,
the only person i seemed to talk about going uts with, is, well, pedarh.
i wish i could with him, if he was willing.
i dont know if that would break what we've had.
and maybe he wouldnt even find out about what im thinking of.
but he is the only person, who had specifically mentioned uts as a uni to do a course at,
if that made any sense.
but, should i ask?
i want to ..
i think i can handle it,
mmm.
please come?
he might have work, or something.
or, doesnt want to go with me ..
if you read this, can you maybe consider?
just like, as a friend? to not have me lonered? :D
and think about courses and stuff at uni too ,
wow, what if we go to the same uni,
we can be like ted and robin,
we can move on, well, yea, i can, and im sure i will in time.
slowly, accepting it all.
trying to move on.
but if it turns out to be a fun day?
you'll never know, so would i
but anything could happen :) and maybe,
hopefully. this could be an invitation to come with me
to the uts open day.
9am-4pm, but i probably wont be there all day,
id like to buy a guitar that day :)
id, like to give you a nice hug,
id like, to be strong, and enjoy the company of an amazing guy :)
maybe we can do some car racing :D
i'll do my best to beat you, but i truly doubt that x)
the times of galaxy world, LOL.
i still wanna play on one of those machines, just once :$
just to see what its like, it looks fun!
and you can teach me :D i think youve played, im not sure actually, but yea.
am i just dreaming?
am i asking for too much :/
im not exactly sure, but it sounds fun, to just. hang out :)
just you and i,
we never got to do that, just as who we were, about 2 years and 2 months ago.
maybe heres a chance?
(i dont think ive ever written anything so long!)
(its quite fun :D)
(but i'll save this and continue it!, gots to get some ipt done :))
PLAN!, summarise one page, type a bit on this blog :D
so it might be patchyy, but lets do this! :)
i wanna look pretty :$ okay :D
but yea,
how do i ask you?
what if everyone claims its not the thing to do,
i should just find someone else ,
who is interested in going uts first.
dont wanna be making someone go cos i'll be lonely, thats just, me being selfish-like.
YAY, 5 minute sleeping time :) - be back in a jiffy! :), actually, should i have one when i finish the topic, mmm.
maybe for later, will be awake at 12 :)!
my ass hurts :(
farrk, i havent even finished 2 processes! gotta work harder!
mmm, gotta finish organising in 10 minutes,
shit its past 3:30AM .. BLEH
3:42.. ANALYSING.
hmm. hopefully, finish analysing and storing and retrieving? by this morning. PLEASE I HOPE SO ! LOL these are now just boring random thoughts to keep me motivated with school work :(
omg, talent quest. how do i like, walk around? :S like OMG I DONT KNOW
i should be doing ipt :(
20 more pages till storing & receiving :( i gotta REALLYYY concentrate, shit today i have tutor ..
14 pages of analysing left! hopefully finish analysing by 4:50, wow, i dont really feel that tired, a little but not really ;D i should do this tomorrow as well :D
i wonder if i have any other homework .. oh well :D
i just realised, its, the 18th..
can you believe its only been 2 weeks? its felt like 2 months!
yay! analysing done, now to REALLY lie down for 5 minutes :) back to do storing and retrieving soon, YAYYY ..
i hate this :) well, i should end this cos its massively long x) ! but thats cool you knowws.
byeeeeeeee :) xxoo.
think about it? uts.
jennnn.
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