well, blog & tumblr both exposed.
it'll be read, one way or another.
but i tantrumed-ish my tumblr this morning, so now its bloggers turn.
perfection is far. for a lot of people.
i mean to themselves.
to the way you see yourself.
for other people,
you could be AMAZING, you could be WOW-ing.
but, maybe this is jsut me, theres always SOMETHING i can criticise about myself.
i can give you a whole list,
are you ready?
i am :)
my stomachs fat, my legs are fat or "muscley" but hey, thats not appealing either. i want that gone,
my arms are fat, my face is fat, i hate the way i think, i hate how i can get so selfish.
i wish i was a better friend for so many people,
see my old friends more often
stop eating so freaking much.
wish i could ACTUALLY sing
im probably the worse daughter out,
im too pessimistic,
i always get lazy,
need to actually share the work, not have someone else do it.
theyre already nice enough to me,
im always hungry like now. i cant eat, and i wont eat :)
im an embarrassment,
i feel so completely broken,
so completely shattered.
a lot of people die a little inside for small things,
i think,
but right now im dying the extra mile more.
where do i start to improve myself?
wait.. i gotta weigh myself :)
just shoot me now,
DEARYOU.
You're here on JENN's page. Jenn, 16, Sydney, Female! Visit my youtube channel!
RIGHT HERE!
Now, Enjoy what you see,
Maybe, you wont.
Wont matter too much, its not that fun anyways
Just, DO WHAT YOU LIKE :D
So, here will be pretty much a list of the things i want, and i'll cross off as i go :)
it may be actual thing things, or something i'd like to achieve, yea. something in that sense! got it? i think i do B1 ! :)
→ try sorbet, mango? strawberry? passionfruit?
→ get my license
→ get a pair of those black striped undies that match my new bra - 11/07/2010 - $26.95
→ a guitar 3/4-size so that it fits well with my tiny body :D i wanted to get the half but realised how small it would be x)
→ a canon camera, the IXUS 130 IS looks pretty good :D the black one :) $296
→ a polaroid branded camera, not the old ones, but it prints out still nicely and all :) pogo something something :)
→ do quite well in year 11
→ go on an aeroplane :)
→ domo bag at jay jays! :) 34.95 :(
→ domo jumper
→ i need more pictures to stick up on my wall. i want my new woah 2010 to have some good moments too, those moments must be captured!
→ another packet of glow in the dark stars :D
→ justin bieber signed photo that i was winning until they took it down off ebay :( meanniees! i still like his music okayyy :$
→ CLEAR UMBRELLA
→ MONSTERS INC! + in 2012, watch monsters inc 2
→ case for my new camera
→ UP
→ cool fat shoes :D
→ learn to play guitar
→ pretty bonds undies :D
→ rayban new wayfarer - BLACK AND "TORTOISE"
→ a hat collection, aka ALL THOSE LOVELLYY HATS AT PARRA. NEW ERA x3
→ vans, purple+black, black+white, bright-ishblue+white, full black ones, full white ones
→ colourful adidas shoes x3
→ black 2.55 chanel lambskin quilted bag, the one with the silver chain, as well as the one with the gold chain :$
→ glow in the dark stars EVERYWHERE
i'll think of more later, BYE!
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