the pain in my heart is building up inside me.
you know, i may seem calm every time i see you. but i just try to forget what we had.
i try to feel nothing.
and as horrible as it may sound, it doesnt work.
i get home to a night of crying. a night of pains.
and you see,
we DID have something.
and i thought. i thought we were going well.
2 months ago it happened.
2 months ago, you were there at hurstville.
on that bus you said, do you think we should break up.
yea i was sad. but i thought you were just joking.
you know? and you just said, im stupid to think of that.
walking home. talking about you smiling and being happy you didnt reply.
on that kerb, tears falling.
tears grew in my eyes too.
just admit it.
i wasn't good enough for you.
it makes no sense.
if just recently, youre telling me
that if you ever get another girlfriend
she wont be as AMAZING as me.
or what not.
i dont understand.
you had me at a tight grasp.
but you let go.
isnt it true that if youve got something you want badly,
hold them close, hold them tight before you lose it.
but not for this case right ?
admit it.
dead for tonight ,
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DEARYOU.
You're here on JENN's page. Jenn, 16, Sydney, Female! Visit my youtube channel!
RIGHT HERE!
Now, Enjoy what you see,
Maybe, you wont.
Wont matter too much, its not that fun anyways
Just, DO WHAT YOU LIKE :D
So, here will be pretty much a list of the things i want, and i'll cross off as i go :)
it may be actual thing things, or something i'd like to achieve, yea. something in that sense! got it? i think i do B1 ! :)
→ try sorbet, mango? strawberry? passionfruit?
→ get my license
→ get a pair of those black striped undies that match my new bra - 11/07/2010 - $26.95
→ a guitar 3/4-size so that it fits well with my tiny body :D i wanted to get the half but realised how small it would be x)
→ a canon camera, the IXUS 130 IS looks pretty good :D the black one :) $296
→ a polaroid branded camera, not the old ones, but it prints out still nicely and all :) pogo something something :)
→ do quite well in year 11
→ go on an aeroplane :)
→ domo bag at jay jays! :) 34.95 :(
→ domo jumper
→ i need more pictures to stick up on my wall. i want my new woah 2010 to have some good moments too, those moments must be captured!
→ another packet of glow in the dark stars :D
→ justin bieber signed photo that i was winning until they took it down off ebay :( meanniees! i still like his music okayyy :$
→ CLEAR UMBRELLA
→ MONSTERS INC! + in 2012, watch monsters inc 2
→ case for my new camera
→ UP
→ cool fat shoes :D
→ learn to play guitar
→ pretty bonds undies :D
→ rayban new wayfarer - BLACK AND "TORTOISE"
→ a hat collection, aka ALL THOSE LOVELLYY HATS AT PARRA. NEW ERA x3
→ vans, purple+black, black+white, bright-ishblue+white, full black ones, full white ones
→ colourful adidas shoes x3
→ black 2.55 chanel lambskin quilted bag, the one with the silver chain, as well as the one with the gold chain :$
→ glow in the dark stars EVERYWHERE
i'll think of more later, BYE!
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