A Life Story.

Main Profile Tagboard Links Misc

and they get closer, and closer.

falling for each other.

i think thats what i want.

but it can happen any other way.

accidentally bumping into a stranger and yeaa,

( i think i lost my favourite ringg :( )

mmmm. i feel like i havent blogged in ages. now i realise why :D

theres not really much to say, hmmm let me think.

hehe. well. my motivation to lose weight is gone.

but but, i dont know :(

like like, i cant be bothered but i want to? x)

yea thats stupid. and makes no sense ish.

i bought my high fibre :D

i think i'll have that for breakfast this morning :D

wheres that damn ring :(

i wanna lose 20kgs :D ,

im such a fatttiee x)

and i know not to starve, and well i can barely starve

cos mum always shoves food down my throat,

and sorry, but vomiting isnt really my thing.

i hate that burn in the throat,

and you know how when people are down they either dont eat or overeeat,

i think im the over-eating person :)

GAHHHH. LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT.

i think, i i i , whats the word ..

hmm, change of word :)

i think me being fat bothers me so much because well,

i feel so, like, different.

and not the ooo UNIQUE type of different, i just, like

whether that's peer pressure or not.

everyone says i should lose some of the fat i have,

parents, aunts, uncles, doctors, and my brain :D

whens the last time i wore that ring .. :(

im obviously unhappy with myself.

the way i look in anything, and also with nothing,

there im sitting with my cousins,

talking about clothes and all,

theyre like skinny, and im the fattie.

im the fattie with my friends,

im the fattie with rex that meanie!,

like, everywhere i go, i just feel that wayssss.

and SO FORTUNATELY, mum watches fashion tv,

skinny ladies walking back and forth.

why cant i be like that too :(

maybe it's time to start.

maybe it was spose to start a long time ago,

and that probably is the case.

i can do this, i hope.

say goodbye to 20kgs :)

DEARYOU.
You're here on JENN's page. Jenn, 16, Sydney, Female! Visit my youtube channel! RIGHT HERE!
Now, Enjoy what you see,
Maybe, you wont.
Wont matter too much, its not that fun anyways
Just, DO WHAT YOU LIKE :D

So, here will be pretty much a list of the things i want, and i'll cross off as i go :)
it may be actual thing things, or something i'd like to achieve, yea. something in that sense! got it? i think i do B1 ! :)

→ try sorbet, mango? strawberry? passionfruit?
→ ~~get my license~~
→ get a pair of those black striped undies that match my new bra - 11/07/2010 - $26.95
→ ~~a guitar 3/4-size so that it fits well with my tiny body :D i wanted to get the half but realised how small it would be x)~~
→ ~~a canon camera, the IXUS 130 IS looks pretty good :D the black one :) $296~~
→ a polaroid branded camera, not the old ones, but it prints out still nicely and all :) pogo something something :)
→ do quite well in year 11
→ go on an aeroplane :)
→ ~~domo bag at jay jays! :) 34.95 :(~~
→ domo jumper
→ i need more pictures to stick up on my wall. i want my new woah 2010 to have some good moments too, those moments must be captured!
→ another packet of glow in the dark stars :D
→ ~~justin bieber signed photo that i was winning until they took it down off ebay :( meanniees! i still like his music okayyy :$~~
→ ~~CLEAR UMBRELLA~~
→ MONSTERS INC! + in 2012, watch monsters inc 2
→ ~~case for my new camera~~
→ UP
→ cool fat shoes :D
→ learn to play guitar
→ ~~pretty bonds undies :D~~
→ rayban new wayfarer - BLACK AND "TORTOISE"
→ a hat collection, aka ALL THOSE LOVELLYY HATS AT PARRA. NEW ERA x3
→ vans, purple+black, ~~black+white~~, bright-ishblue+white, full black ones, full white ones
→ colourful adidas shoes x3
→ black 2.55 chanel lambskin quilted bag, the one with the silver chain, as well as the one with the gold chain :$
→ glow in the dark stars EVERYWHERE
~~i'll think of more later, BYE!~~