do you ever, feel lonely.
when technically youre not.
youve got family, friends
but you just , you get that feeling.
i think ive got that now.
like. an outsider. somehow.
does that even make sense.
i feel so retard :D
i think, im not sure yet. hmm, the honeymoon phase..
well A phase. its that time, when my usual thoughts crawl back.
those ones.. of negativity.
pessimistic thoughts.
gah.
ive had like, horrible nightmares, finding myself crying as i awake.
ive had those times, where those thoughts just hit you like a slap in the face.
yea .. i almost cried in tutor :D what a freaking idiot :)
why :(
why does my mind think like this.
everywhere we walk, in bankstown that is,
its - hey hung, and starts talking, and like. a lot. and a lot of chicks too.
omg shoot me.
what am i doing. what am i thinking.
i really think :) im the jealous type. like a LOT.
well, obviously.
i miss him. he's going to help his sister today, nhaww.
but im so jealous of those who get to go out and just, chilllll. hanggggg. like.
i mean i guess i cant complain. i see him every week, but its just that like.
hes always out.
im, on the other hand, off to tutor.
always.
he's really sweet though :)
i just really, want to spend lots of time with him
like a day out,
or a night :)
xx
DEARYOU.
You're here on JENN's page. Jenn, 16, Sydney, Female! Visit my youtube channel!
RIGHT HERE!
Now, Enjoy what you see,
Maybe, you wont.
Wont matter too much, its not that fun anyways
Just, DO WHAT YOU LIKE :D
So, here will be pretty much a list of the things i want, and i'll cross off as i go :)
it may be actual thing things, or something i'd like to achieve, yea. something in that sense! got it? i think i do B1 ! :)
→ try sorbet, mango? strawberry? passionfruit?
→ get my license
→ get a pair of those black striped undies that match my new bra - 11/07/2010 - $26.95
→ a guitar 3/4-size so that it fits well with my tiny body :D i wanted to get the half but realised how small it would be x)
→ a canon camera, the IXUS 130 IS looks pretty good :D the black one :) $296
→ a polaroid branded camera, not the old ones, but it prints out still nicely and all :) pogo something something :)
→ do quite well in year 11
→ go on an aeroplane :)
→ domo bag at jay jays! :) 34.95 :(
→ domo jumper
→ i need more pictures to stick up on my wall. i want my new woah 2010 to have some good moments too, those moments must be captured!
→ another packet of glow in the dark stars :D
→ justin bieber signed photo that i was winning until they took it down off ebay :( meanniees! i still like his music okayyy :$
→ CLEAR UMBRELLA
→ MONSTERS INC! + in 2012, watch monsters inc 2
→ case for my new camera
→ UP
→ cool fat shoes :D
→ learn to play guitar
→ pretty bonds undies :D
→ rayban new wayfarer - BLACK AND "TORTOISE"
→ a hat collection, aka ALL THOSE LOVELLYY HATS AT PARRA. NEW ERA x3
→ vans, purple+black, black+white, bright-ishblue+white, full black ones, full white ones
→ colourful adidas shoes x3
→ black 2.55 chanel lambskin quilted bag, the one with the silver chain, as well as the one with the gold chain :$
→ glow in the dark stars EVERYWHERE
i'll think of more later, BYE!
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